Goodbye, the Year of 2006

I kind of feel that I've grown a lot the past year. The thing is, when you choose to face the difficulties in your life, you start to grow. I do feel that I have more flexibilities in terms of dealing with interpersonal relationships. I got lucky to work in schools, so, I don't really get blamed from making mistakes. I have the chance to explore myself in the place. Well, yeah, there were definitely times that I felt that I might fall apart, but then there is always a faith in my mind that help me through the trouble water. I do appreciate it. The past year was not really a smooth working year for me, yeah, I worked a lot! But I also felt that I was not really being supported, not really contribute to anything. I don't know...it is so not me to work without any sense of direction...but I guess it is also good in a way that I could just loose myself a little bit...i had been too, way toooooo~~serious about things, which scares people around me away, and I know that. But along the way, I think I also find some good qualities about myself. I am very considerate, loving person when I do not perceive threat. I am also a very open-minded, optimistic and creative person. I think many people have seen that. The three things that I am proud of myself the past year: 1) moving out of my parents' and starting my own life as an indenpendent individual, 2) walking through all the turbulance in my workplace and becoming more mature, 3) Having my first (probably the last one) commerical shot. I think I am gaining a lot self-confidence back in the last year. A solid one. I think a lot of misconception about relationships had been eliminated since I had tried to look at things from many different angles. I think I meet some really interesting people along the way, that is why life is still interesting at some point to me. In the year 2007, I want to keep on walking like this, chin up! Susie! You are doing great job!